This experience of mine has been published in the recent book released on experiences with Guruji. It has appeared on other website also.. but not on my blog :-) So I thought id post it here as well.
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I
took my attention to my left hand, left shoulder…. Left thigh… I took my
attention to my thoughts… my feelings..
NO
I WAS NOT DOING PANCHAKOSHA MEDITATION!!! THE PANCHA – KOSHAS IN ME WERE
COMPLETELY SHAKEN UP!!!
I
Lay there in the middle of the road, wiggling in pain. At that moment all that
was echoing in my mind was “ Guruji, WHY…. “ I was returning back home after
assisting the Basic course in Jayanagar. I had just met with an accident and I
was thrown off the bike. My BODY could not take the pain, my PRANA had drained,
my FEELINGS, THOUGHTS and MIND were all over the place and I was in absolutely
no state of BLISS!!!
I
landed on my left shoulder and thigh and skid for about a feet or so on the wet
road. My cousin who was riding with me was fortunate not to get hurt. He got me
to my feet with great difficulty as I was expecting a dislocated shoulder and a
badly damaged left side of my body!
My
favorite white kurta now looked half BLACK thanks to the coal on the road, I
looked no better than a Black & White TV broadcasting a Live DRAMA with the
only cast of the show enacting a scene filled with agony and pain!! I was
limping in pain from one side to the other like a caged Hyena as people on the
road stood watching the whole episode. After a while, regaining my senses I
thanked Guruji for saving me from a major disaster. But I still was in pain,
unable to move my shoulder more than approximately 40% and could barely bend my
leg – the thigh and knee refused to listen to me!!
I
mounted the bike again and very carefully went back home. Thanks to my lovely
wife I got medication on time with a proper balance of love & care! That
evening we were supposed to take the participants to the Ashram as Guruji was
there. I called my teacher and explained the unfortunate incident and
told her I may not be able to make it to the Ashram. But In my sleep I
remember saying these words – “ Im not leaving you Guruji” and then I got up.
It was around 4 pm. The aching left shoulder reminded me to be careful with my
movements. I carried myself and the uninvited guest – THE PAIN to the ashram
that evening.
The
Mantap was flooded with happy souls as always. Guruji was at his Majestic Best
answering questions. I had flowers in my hand, wondering how to give the
flowers to him, how to get past the crowd with an aching body, I sat there on
one of the window panes right at the back, listening to his soul stirring
answers!!
I
closed my eyes and I said to myself – “ GURUJI CALL ME “ – Don’t ask me why I
said it.. Because I really don’t know even now!!
Now
this is where I felt Guruji heard my silent whisper and he reached out to me..
In between the knowledge session for no apparent reason he asked :
“
WHO ALL HAVE BODY PAIN HERE?? OR PAIN IN ANY PART OF THE BODY?? “
I
felt the goose bumps all over my body!! I sprung up and raised my right hand,
hoping he would see me. I wanted to wave both hands but my injured left
shoulder did not allow me to!!
Many raised their hands, Guruji pointed to 2 foreigners and askd “
WHERE IS IT PAINING ?“ They replied – Headache. Now my INTELLECT started
acting up!! I thought to myself, how is he going to see me through this crowd
especially when Im standing right at the BACK with hundreds of people in front
of me.. Then Guruji proved me wrong –
HE LOOKED AT ME.. POINTED TOWARDS ME AND ASKED – “ WHERE DO YOU
HAVE PAIN? “ . I screamed out saying – Guruji I met with an accident and my
left shoulder hurts badly.
THE MASTER SAID – " COME ON STAGE ". When the MASTER called, the
body and mind forgot the pain and I walked towards the stage finding my way
through the crowd who’s eyes were on me!! Slowly the line started to grow in
length, people starting coming up on stage behind me. Of course who would not
want to taste the medicine prescribed by the DOCTOR OF THE WHOLE WORLD!!!
He spoke to the 2 foreigners first and healed them and then as I
could not sit down for long with my knees bent, I stood up waiting for my turn.
MY TURN HAD COME – GURUJI STOOD UP AND LOOKED AT ME AND ASKED IN THE MIKE..
WHERE IS IT PAINING FOR YOU.. I GAVE HIM THE FLOWERS.. I TOLD HIM ABOUT
THE ACCIDENT AND THE PAIN AREA ..
AFTER LISTENING TO ME HE JUST GLIMPSED AT MY LEFT SHOULDER AND
ASKED – “ NOW? “. THAT’S ALL HE SAID !!
To my amazement, the shoulder that did not allow me to even lift
my hand over 40 degrees was now 360 degrees in full swing!!! I ROTATED MY HAND
THERE ON STAGE IN FRONT OF THE THOUSANDS SEATED THERE..
Guruji putting the mike towards me asked – NOW?? I was all smiles
and I said – “ ITS GONE GURUJI!!!! “ Then he nodded his head as though to say –
“ IM THERE WITH YOU AND I KNOW WHAT HAPPENED !!”
THE CROWD WERE AMAZED AND WERE ALL CLAPPING AT THE GRACE OF THE
MASTER. After healing me he turned away saying “
TODAYS DOCTOR DUTY IS COMPLETE!! “ As though to say the whole setup was for
ME!!! I felt so special and blessed.
I walked back with gratitude and joy that I was lucky to be healed
by the MASTER himself. I went back sat down again with my eyes closed thanking
Guruji for what had just happened. As I had my eyes closed, Guruji appeard to
me with a crown and a peacock feather on his head like KRISHNA
himself!!! To my amazement when I opened my eyes –
GURUJI WAS SINGING – KRISHNA
GOVINDA WITH A CROWN WITH A PEACOCK FEATHER BEAUTIFULLY PERCHED ON HIS HEAD..
ONE OF THE DEVOTEES HAD CROWNED HIM, HE NOT ONLY HEALED ME, HE GAVE ME DARSHAN
AS KRISHNA AS WELL.. JUST THE WAY HE HAD APPEARED TO ME WHEN I LOOKED DEEP
INSIDE WITH MY EYES CLOSED.
Today a day after the accident, I don’t even have any signs of any
accident. I am 100% mobile and in shape :-) Thanks to MY MASTER!!
KRISHNA IS
HERE.. LOOK NO FURTHER .. KRISHNA IS LIVING
WITH US.. IN THE FORM OF THE MASTER HIMSELF..
With Infinite Love and Gratitude – Jai Gurudev.
- Sathya -
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